indulgence

What have I been up to these days? I'm not even clear enough. It seems that I've been in a dream, getting around Shaitan, Icicle and Argent, having encountered cactus, melon, camel, lizard, shrub, clam, crab, drinking contaminated water, eating sea snail meat, resting in havens and outposts distributed around the world, been devoting myself to a lot of quests aiming at becoming a crusader, in the meantime, setting off to the sea for challenges without knowing i needed to refuel and needed more powerful cannons (although I dun have a pistol, I've got a bigger boy, kuhanust!). The people I visit most frequently are teleporters. I still remember clearly levelling with Toinks outside the Icicle city after getting stuck on the beach near the Abandon Mine Haven. I still remember I didn't distribute my points carefully and didn't have an idea how to have an illusion slash despite the fact that I had been meaning to be a crusader and the life of melee was tough.

That's really no good. That's addiction; that's indulgence, that's suicide. I need a resurrection. From where to where? Death to life? Dunno, I wish I had been a herbalist.

"Ah huh! New gear looks cool! But that ain't enough"

"Yo, we need to form a party of five"